* Friday, December 22, 2006 *

opps =x it's lik supar long since i last blog.*shake head* i'm nt a realli gd blogger myself anw so i dun blog much.it's onli whn i hv inspirations dn i blog(: i'm currently at ding's hse.we're celebratin x'mas 2gether!WEE!went out wit bels a few days ago to orchard for some shoppin.first tym(:LOLS.ima so honored.did some prayin stuff ytd for my ancestors n reachd hm ard 1.dn i woke up at 530 tis mornin-.-las nite was kinda memorable.i'm a buddhist so i had certain believes.we burnt a reali big hse or,perhaps it looks lik a palace to mi,for my ancestors n whn it was kinda burnt completely,it startd to rain.it's lik dey're helpin us to put out e fire.kinda.smth lidat.lol.bt it was fasinatin nite i had(:
things cn get reali outta hand sometyms.it gets too complicatd n evrythin's ruin.i'm so sorri for evrythin.bt i guess he's nt worth anyody's luv so dun tink too much yeah?reali reali sorri.i'm sure u cn find somebody betta.e rite one wil come ur way whn e tym is rite(:
oh wel,shal end here.gonna hv my dinner wit cayojadibe.LOLS.adious ppl!tkcr loads

cASSandra Crossed your path at 1:27 AM

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* Friday, December 08, 2006 *

i feel lik i'm driftin away
i feel lik i'm disappearin into thin air
it's lik i'm vanishin in e crowd
nobody sees mi
neither wil dey try to stop it
i'm jus somebody smal n barely noticible
everythin seems reali wrong lately
wat's turnin up?
god,plz take mi away frm tis plc
i wna leave n move on
wna nt turn back eva agn...
lis~

cASSandra Crossed your path at 5:39 AM

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* Sunday, November 26, 2006 *

I woke up at 6.30 in e mornin ytd.was supposed to go swimmin bt was cancelled in e end cuz zy cldnt go into e water n zh was exhausted frm his wushu trainin e previous nite.fortunately we had a back-up plan n tat was to go view wat e firemen do in e fire stn.some sort lik an exhibition bt nt reali countd as one cuz all fire stns are opend to e public to visit on evry sat frm 9am-12pm(: bt we chose e one which is located at bishan as david and nazry wld b dere on duty tat day.our gain xD.

we actually dropped off at e wrong bus-stop bt managed to find our way dere thnks to e bus driver n 2 passers-by(:whn we arrived at our destination,I askd for david n he came to us right away followed by nazry.dey showed us ard telling us wat was equipped on e fire engines n I finally saw how it looks lik inside e ambulance.heh.aft tat we managed 2hv a hands-on 'session' on how to use to hose.all of us pretented we were firemen n woman ourselves n aimed our 'gun' at a tree.e tree was quite poor thing tho cuz e water which came out was at VERI great pressure =/ in front of us was a big field so we sprayed dere too.waterin e plants.hahaha.david helpd mi wit e smaller hose(in diameter) n nazry helpd mi wit e bigger one.we had loads of fun.i played wit water too.it was as if I was dancin in e rain.hee.dey oso showed us how dey slide dwn e slidin pole usin onli e power of their legs bt nt hands.it was supar cool!

met tis reali cute girl[sara(4 & half yrs old)] n boy[justin(3 yrs old)] dere.OMG DEY WERE REALI CUTE!!I'M SO OBSESSED WIT THEM ;P we gt onto a small cage which was attachd to e ladder n went up to 7 stories high.bt it was onli 2e 2nd extention.cld've went higher bt e sergeant din allow!!cuz it wld b 30m off e ground alr.woo!

sara came n sat bside mi aft tat.so cute!wel,we left at ard 11plus close to 12 cuz ding had guitar lessons n e stn had 2close 4e day.while waitin for ding,zh,zy n I went to sim lim square to check out e prices of a few m4a as I plan 2 get one 4myself(:walked our way to paradise centre 2hv lunch dn zy n zh played datona.lols.we proceeded to orchad forum to c junior jams audition.some of e contestants were reali gd^-^ ding,zh n zy left 1st while I waitd for my bro to kip e equipments b4 goin home wit him.who noes he left e plc witout mi-.- so I went hm myself.saw joanne n her fren at e bus-stop n we took e bus hm 2gether.2dae was a long day n I had tons of fun tho it din start of wel in e first plc.mani thnks to david n nazry!i owe u guys :D

p.s. c zy's blog for pics thankie(:

cASSandra Crossed your path at 12:56 AM

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* Tuesday, November 21, 2006 *

i was one of e helpers at e Toa Payoh HUB last week.e exhibition was from e 15th-19th of Nov.i had loads of fun tho it was tirin.ok here goes..

15th Nov.
we(alvin,ting,darren,melvin n i) did usherin 2dae.usherin some of the VIPs n principals frm otha schs.we each take turn to usher.darren was e first followd by melvin,ting,alvin dn mi.fortunately i was e last n boy i was hell lucky tat i did have to usher Ms Ho n Mrs Ang.they came one step late(:we were stationd at e basement frm 9.50am-11.35pm.somewhr dere.our legs were killin as we had to stand dere waitin n dere wasnt much for us to do.i onli ushered lik 5 of them or smth.LOLS.aft tat i went to turf city wit priska bt dere wasnt much to do dere tho we spent quite a long tym dere look at clothes.haha.soon it was ard 4plus n we took e shutter bus back to tpy dn MRT to priska's hse.i ate ice-cream at her hse.heh.i left her hse at bout 6.45^-^

From e 16th-18th of Nov i din hv any duty.YAY

19th Nov.
gracia,ting n hay hman were in e mornin shift.mine was in e aftanoon 2gether wit xun hui,stephanie n alvin.duty timin was frm 1.30-6pm.our in charged bought as juices.how sweet!:)we reportd at e info counter n e person in charged gave us 'passports' which is has a brief description on e whole exhibition.we were to give them out.dey were quite heavy n we were supposed to giv them out in stacks.aft my duty i managed to walk ard n view e exhibitions myself.dey were interestin n i made frens wit 2firefighters n their sergeant.e sergeant was reali cute(he's in his 50s if i'm nt wrong).he exchanged a stressed ball wit mi wit 3 'virus' tatoos.ahaha.whn i went home,my biceps were achin.LOLS.yeap.tat's all^-^

cASSandra Crossed your path at 12:44 AM

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* Saturday, November 18, 2006 *

The Present
Stacie Orrico-I'm Nt Missin U

i'm nt missin u
been thru jus abt evrythin
tat i cld go thru whn it comes 2 relationships
dun noe wat i was missin or y i aint listen
whn i tld myself tat was it
bt here i go hurt agn cause
of my curiosity nw tat its over
wat else cld it b
bsides a cheat

i made a promise
nv 2 settle(why didnt i keep it)
cuz i needed e heart break
cryin & cheatin e fooling ard
bt i'm nt missin u
i'm nt goin thru emotions
waitin & a hopin u call me
i'm nt missin u
u mighta had me open
bt i mus be goin bcuz
i gt lots 2 do
i noe i'm usually hangin on
i used 2 hate 2 c u go
bt tis tym its different
i dun even feel e distance
i'm nt missin i'm nt missin u

it's a shame in a way
cuz i feel tat i may nt
eva find e rite 1 4 me
did i leave him tis yr
i din find a face oh
will my true luv eva be
how cld i go on a search agn
whn i noe wat e end will b
wat gd is luv whn it kips on hurtin me

i made a promise
nv 2 settle (y didnt i kip it)
cuz i needed e heart break
cryin & cheatin e foolin ard
bt i'm nt missin u
i'm nt goin thru emotions
waitin & a hopin u call me
i'm nt missin u
u mighta had me open
bt i mus b goin bcuz
i gt lots 2 do
i noe im usually hangin on
i used 2 hate 2 c u go
bt tis tym its different
i dun even feel e distance
i'm nt missin i'm nt missin u
i'm nt goin thru emotions
waitin n a hopin u call me
i'm nt missin u
u mighta had me open
bt i must b goin bcuz
i gt lots 2 do
i noe i'm usually hangin on
i used 2 hate 2 c u go
bt tis tym it's different
i dun even feel e distance
i'm nt missin i'm nt missin u

no i cant be wit u cuz
i'm scared felt like i was fallin whn u left me
i cant kip goin thru life
unaware of wat im missin
or e person tat i cld be
luv's gd whn it's right
bad whn it's left
in ur memory all e tym anytym
i guess luv will b nice 4 some1
tis is life
i'm nt missin u
i'm nt goin thru emotions
waitin & a hopin u call me
i'm nt missin u
u mighta had me open
bt i mus b goin bcuz
i gt lots 2 do
i noe i'm usually hanging on
i used 2 hate 2 c u go
bt tis tym its different
i dun even feel e distance
i'm nt missin i'm nt missin u
i'm nt goin thru emotions
waitin & a hopin u call me(knocking at my door)
u mighta had me open (ay oh)
bt i mus b goin bcuz(tis is e best day of my life)
i noe i'm usually hangin on
i used 2 hate 2 c u go
bt tis tym its different
i dun even feel e distance
i'm nt missin i'm nt missin u
(i'm nt missin,wooooh yea, i'm nt missin u, no baby, i'm nt missin u)

cASSandra Crossed your path at 7:34 AM

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The Past...
Selena-Dreamin Of You

Late at nite whn all e wrld is sleeping
I stay up late & think of u & I wish on a star
Tat somewhr u r tinking of me too
cuz I'm dreamin of u tonite
til tml I'll b holding u tight
& dere's nowhr in e wrld I'd rather b
Than here in my room dreamin abt u & me

Wonder if u ever see me & I wonder if u
noe I'm dere (Am I dere)
If u lookd in my eyes wld u c wat's inside
Wld u even care
I jus wna hold u close but so far
All I hv r dreams of u
So I wait 4 e day & e courage 2 say
How much I luv u
I'll b dreamin of u tonite
Til tml I'll b holdin u tight
& dere's nowhr in e wrld I'd rather b
Than here in my room dreamin abt u & me

I can't stop dreamin of u
I can't stop dreamin
I can't stop dreamin of u

Late at nite whn all e wrld is sleepin
I stay up & tink of u
& I still can't believe tat
u came up 2 me & said
I luv u
I luv u too
I'll be dreamin wit u tonite
til tml & 4 all of my life
& dere's nowhr in e wrld l'd rather be
Than here in my room dreamin wit u endlessly

cASSandra Crossed your path at 6:59 AM

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* Friday, November 17, 2006 *

on 26 of Oct,was e best day of my life.as for on e 16 of Nov,tat was e happiest day of my life(:mayb dere'll b more ______ days of my life xD.i sure do look forward to them.....

cASSandra Crossed your path at 6:33 AM

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* Saturday, November 11, 2006 *

woke up early in e mornin ard 6.30 and went to bishan to mit up wit e otha guides.wo had absolutely no idea how to get to Kuo Chuan Presbetyrian Sec.we walkd 4 quite some tym n found out in e end tat we were actualy walkin a BIG round!my my!instead of reachin e sch at 9 we reachd dere ard 9.15.LOLS.
aft e whole brievin,we set up to City Hall for some amazin race thingy.it was quite fun bt we onli completed 3 stations instead of 6!AHH!most of e guides at e stations were kinda cute n pretty.well,tat's how i feel bt mayb nt to othas.ppl oways say my taste sucks.haha
e rain we torrential bt i had to rush home to change n get ready 2 mit mabelynn at tpy.still,i was late.sorri!dn e 2 of us took 145 to Shaw Plazza 2 mit up wit e otha prefects n proceeded to Mr Eddy Koh's hse.it lookd so high class!bt too bad we din go up 2 his hse.pity!2dae was e first tym i barbequed in e rain.wahaha.it was fun tho(:it was a great experience for mi i guess :D

cASSandra Crossed your path at 7:31 AM

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